Hi everyone. (Jan 6th)
I almost died Jan 5th in the wee hours of the morn. Humor aside, I'm sorry. My lungs stopped working entirely. Come to find out I was almost intubated from it all but I managed to wake up. Almost an hour afterwards. I can't take screenshots of MyChart as much as I really wish I could. I'll figure that out somehow. But my glucose spiked at 220, my WBC was fighting something so hard it was eating other shit in my blood. My charts were absolutely fucked. My chloride, potassium, lactates, and others were waaay over what they needed to be. Here's a photo of some of my treatments that I can provide.
Yeah, you read it right. Fucking Narcan woke me up. Me, a person who only smokes weed for anxiety and to sleep, not often enough to even remotely warrant laced bs. And I share with two others in the house who are 100% fine. They found no toxicology evidence to back up an OD. No one fucking knows why I almost died but I did. No one knows what I could have ODed on. Or if I even did. But that's the black and white, I was half-dead and that shit got my lungs to work again. So I'm grateful.
I've been in a lot of pain at home since that. My neck, my chest, it sucks a lot. It was that bad, and I don't want to get into it here, but if people want to know, I'm open to telling them. You know the gist though.
I'm posting this because I know I'm going to have to take things light and easy. Work is going to be difficult for me and I may not be able to handle it well enough until I'm healed up, about 2 weeks or so. I'm asking for help for food, bills, etc. The roommates both got their collective 600's and they were put into rent, which is good. My 600 has not arrived and I'm currently 136 in the negative just trying to survive. I'm unsure if it will and if it does it will help immensely. But for now I really do need help just surviving with necessities.
Thank you all for reading if you have, I wish that I didn't have to do this again but something happened that was not right, and I really hope I can figure out what happened and keep my family here safe.
Look out for weird laced shit in even weirder shit, like I really have no damn idea what happened lol. But hey. I'm alive. That's something.
Jan 14th update
I lost the last post. This sucks a lot. Bear with my typos, i cant see or control my hands well. But. I went back to the hospital last night. Suffocating again. Still coherent this time. My WBCs spiked again twice as much and they were surprised i stayed awake and fought to do so. The monitor beeping at me was a help. But this was real. I got to take photos as best i can this time.
I need help since i cant go back to work right now. Was supposed do today. I was hooked to oxygen until i left around 2:35. I didnt breathe well until about 1:30ish. There is something going on sadly. My papers do say leukocytosis, and it is a concern. We'll figure this out.
I want to make sure we have our house, and food. Thsts all. I know the kids can pick up a lot of slack, i know they can handle me down. But i want to get back up soon. If anyone can help us, i'd be beyond grateful.
- Edit: this all was badly typoed earleir and I. Came baxk to fic the POST but keep the edit here as further proof of ehat is happenimg to me amd my hands and sight an dbrsim. Its like i cam be fine and fhen i suddenly lose all ability to comgrol my thumbd ams see amttihnh. A progression. If anyone has any insight on this i wouls love you forever. I havent spoken to my doctor yet but im hoping to hearbaxk doom. Also thsts tbr best typo so far so pleaze laugh at doom with me because oh my hod thats ironically good. Its the littls things in life. Love you guys
Jan 15th teeny update
Gas never took the earlier payment and now they've shut it off (at least it feels like it) and I need 134.99 for that if anyone can help us? Im sorry. It is still off, even with what the email says.
Edit: its actually this, if anyone can help. Judt finally got to the email, ha:
